well, this is my firsrt time blogging on this blog, created to staunch the flow of all-things-leo in my other, better blog. im sure my sole reader will be glad. so, a background:
the players: me, kim, and the apple of our eyes, leo. yes, in the plural.
feelings: we both... have strong feelings for him. im have no clue how she feels about him, so ill leave it at that. however, i do know that me and kim are great friends, and i dont want this getting between us. i have this insane urge to beat her to leo, which i will. she, on the other hand, believes i only have a crush on him. that maybe what i said to her, but when will she learn that i never mean what i say?
about leo: smart, shy, slightly aggressive if he gets comfortable enough around you even though he wouldnt hurt a fly, a fellow jew, a family friend, older brother, sweet, hard working.
about kim: clever, quiet, brave, stubborn, fast, plotting.
from the beginning: leos parents and mine are friends. while this may be horrible on our would be relationship, it isnt. he is highly shy, and shabbat dinners together are our best communicating times. i get to be near him outside of school, another great aspect. but i have had these feelings for him since who knows when. first grade, maybe? i cant remember not liking him. the first time i was giddy over him (or, for that matter, any boy) was very early on. he dropped trains on my head at a friends house, and i was crying with pain and excitement that he had noticed me. my love grew. more has happened, but still he is only chasing me when we play tag. which is every time he and his brother come over for dinner.
from 6th grade: this is kims history of leo. she liked him since 6th grade, when she told me. things have gotten worse from there, in my point of view. so, she told me. i was sad, and hid it until about 4 months ago when she figured it out. she still doesnt know anything about it, but ah well. he talks to her during school, but on her blog she has recently written that he has been ignoring her. this might be because he is about as shy as a turtle, but im not sure. oh yea, and she asked him to the graduation dance on a dare.
it was a double dare, which meant she could choose that or something else, and she chose to ask him. (you can see my reaction on my other blog, which is better. i was horrified.) so, he said yes and its killing me. the dance on my birthday and i have to watch my friend and my love go together. i feel like helena, except hermia is out to get me. leo can play both of the guys.
recap: i love leo. kim loves leo. leo is going to the dance with kim. i need help.
present day: so kim is going to the dance with leo, i dont have any cherries on hand, i have a headache and kim thinks leo is getting... what was the word she used? courageous. not the word i would have picked, but oh well. this was in her june 8th entry. she really needs to stop aggravating me. not to be conceited or anything, i know the world isnt about me, but this is the final straw. i hope her stomach bug kicks in and she cant go to the dance. no, i dont. but i kinda do...
today after gym i was imagining this scenario where all my dreams come true. leo pulled me over while i was heading to my locker, and told me he didnt want to go to the dance with kim. that he had gone to her and told her that he had only said yes when she asked because he didnt want her being embarrassed in front of everyone who wasnt me, dana and ruth. so he left her, and had come over to ask me... well, you get the picture. i gush and say yes, we have a magical time at the dance, and there is a lightning storm with cherry rain. then kim interupted my reverie to ask me something about science. kim, you are on your last leg. is that a phrase? im not sure.
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